A sketchbook memoir. Four self-published zines, collaged from five books, are collected herein. A fifth has been woken from its coma and put to rest for good. An introduction in words refracts into fragmented comics panels. Three appendices burst with decoded context. Finally, a trio of addenda tingle at the end like distressed extremities. 2001-2010, the decade of my thirties, singe these pages with their scattered ashes.