Not a story but an intense look at what, or who, I have been chasing all my life and how that passionate longing ÒbledÓ through my life; an examination of my own pilgrimage from spiritual wilderness to at least the edge of the promised kingdom, where there is now visible to the eyes of my heart that perfect place beyond all places, full of life and love and peace, able to wholly satiate my deepest, burning desires. And through it all, this is what it has been Ð the pilgrimage of one plain and simple sinner Ð accompanied by an unobtrusive and rather quiet companion, often completely unnoticed but always present É and sometimes leading.