This is a book about an average guy that finds his life didn't turn out like it was "supposed to" be. Addiction has led him down the wrong road since his early teens and now as an adult he has to make a decision about the future. The more he learns about himself, the less he understands. This is a poignant look into the mind of early recovery. Travel with him through the roller coaster of addiction and sobriety as he tries to make sense of his past decisions as he discovers the real truths about life and the difficulties that are inherent to recovery.