{"product_id":"hate-was-all-i-had","title":"Hate was all I had","description":"\u003cp\u003eI still carry scars of an abusive, miserable childhood.  My father only needed to look at me and I instantly wet myself.  I was skin and bone because instant diarrhoea was normal until I was 19 years old, when I left home to get married.\u003c\/p\u003e  \n\n\u003cp\u003eAfter making a mess of my first marriage I reverted back to my upbringing and ended up in a second marriage which was very violent.  I was ÔusedÕ and ÔabusedÕ and like the idiot I was I allowed it to go on.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\n\u003cp\u003eI do have something positive from my life with my father.  I thank him for instilling into me, my determination NEVER TO BE LIKE HIM.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\n\u003cp\u003ePauline was born into a slum area and left school with few prospects.  With hard work and determination she became a successful career woman and a force to be reckoned with in business.  She has just isolated herself from friends and family to write her story.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Pauline Richer","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":44305678991521,"sku":"9781291375893","price":29.84,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0462\/1120\/3233\/files\/1ggymdzn-front-shortedge-384.jpg?v=1748398152","url":"https:\/\/bookswholesale.myshopify.com\/products\/hate-was-all-i-had","provider":"BooksWholesale","version":"1.0","type":"link"}