I was living in a one-bedroom apartment with my husband, Guy in St. Paul Minnesota. I had an overwhelming feeling to move back home to Oklahoma. I felt my time with my husband was running out. I told Guy it was time for us to move back home. We bought a log cabin in the country outside of Spavinaw, Oklahoma. That was where his parents lived. We settled in. Guy went back on the road to find work as an electrician. Our cabin was secluded. Trees surrounded it. One evening as the sun was beginning to set; I peered out the front window. I saw a beautiful heard of deer emerge from the cover of the trees. The deer appeared every night for a week. When they appeared, I felt like someone was watching me. I felt this someone was urging me to take a journey. I fought the desire for as long as I could. Eventually I had to take this mysterious paranormal journey to find my purpose.