This story is about how I learned to love myself. I had experiences with men who reflected back my thoughts, my fears, and my desires. They gave me lessons of discernment. I went through a Kundalini Awakening where I had altered states of consciousness. I learned to respect myself. I learned to speak up for myself. I learned to trust my intuition. I learned to listen to my inner child. I saw my beauty. I spent time off planet with my alien guides being energetically upgraded and preparing for changes in my life. I learned about Twin Flames and felt the presence of God. I learned about forgiveness. I learned what true love was through my brotherÕs suicide. It was a fun and difficult time of self-discovery.